What's the use of just complaining?

I'm really sorry to my parents, I'm sorry to my wife, I'm sorry to my children

Opened a cryptocurrency account with 101 units

BTC has lost over 400. If it goes bankrupt, I really don't know how to live on

Every day I run food deliveries during the day, and I don't even dare to open the app to check. Just looking at it makes my heart bleed

Often while running, I get distracted, feeling worried and unfocused

It's getting overwhelming outside, and I'm feeling suffocated