Started making money, closed half of the long position at 35

$ETH

I really don’t want to look at the others anymore, I’m really tired. It has been tormenting me from 2 PM until now. Every time I add positions, it drops; it suddenly spikes out of nowhere!! I entered with a large position and it started off as a terrible market, not giving me any good profits!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I'm going to have fun tomorrow, no more contracts, I’m going crazy.