I really think I should see a doctor to check if there's something wrong with my brain❓

My mind is too chaotic, I have random thoughts, I want to take small positions to scrape profits, but I also want to take heavy positions for super short-term bets, and I want to take heavy positions to capitalize on trends for big profits; I've summarized so much, I understand the principles, yet I still want to make money quickly. I have good trading strategies, but I just don't want to seek stability slowly.

Today my balance reached a maximum of 550U.

I kept opening trades like crazy:

From 550 down to 370 down to 100.

From 100 up to 270 up to 390.

From 390 down to 170 down to 80.

From 80 up to 110 up to 190 up to 320.

From 320 down to 150 down to 100.

From 100 up to 170 up to 190 up to 228.

Current balance 228.15U.

😓 Just enjoy the show, don’t mess with my mindset; I don’t know if I can make it in the future, but I know that by following trades now, there’s a high probability of losing❗