Today's market faced obstacles and pulled back. I opened more than 8 long positions but experienced considerable drawdown. After reviewing my trades this month, I realized I lost due to my lack of courage. This year, I had two such opportunities. The first was when $ETH 1400 rose to around 2200, which was very bullish, but I didn't go in heavily. The second was when $BTC made a new high this month; my bullish sentiment peaked, yet I still didn't go in heavily. I just opened more positions but none were significant. Everyone can see the chart! I missed two very big opportunities and regret it immensely! However, upon reflection, perhaps going in heavily would have posed another significant problem of whether I could hold on. The path of trading is long and full of obstacles!!