I’ve had an interest in crypto for a long time. However, along with this interest came fear. There’s a sea of information — you can just drown. And there wasn’t a single person nearby who could explain: where is the 'entry' and from which side to approach. Everything seemed complicated, tangled, somehow not mine.
But one day I saw an ad — enrollment for training, $10 in the account, we’ll show everything, we’ll tell everything. Well, I thought, fate! I went.
And it all started. Video after video, traders with ten years of experience dump all their knowledge on me, as if I’ll become the second CZ in a week. By the third video, I started to boil. They said to do futures — I did. They said to trade — I went. The money disappeared. My mood went with it. Well, I was out. Naturally, I didn’t pass the selection. Feeling? 'I’m not cut out for this', 'this isn’t for me'. I closed the app. For a long time.
But just recently I decided: why not try it my way? Without haste, without pressure, without 'hurry up in 7 days'. There's a little in the account — but it's there. So, I can already learn something.
At first, it was complete chaos: what to click, where to look, how to understand what’s happening? Then it became easier. It started to flow. Relatively speaking, it started to flow))
I bought a coin $BABY — just because I saw an article. Without thinking, without calculating, I took it all at once. Like 'now it’s going to shoot up'. Well... it didn’t shoot up. The coin fell, and with it — my enthusiasm. It eased off. I made a conclusion: without a plan, it’s better not to venture here.
But I didn't leave. On the contrary — I wanted to understand even deeper. Next — $SEI . Already more cautiously. I watched. I waited. I thought: now is the moment. But I hesitated. I bought a little later, during the rise. And then — it continued to grow, while I was already standing still. Then again emotions: I flinched, sold. I lost a little. And again the lesson — without patience, you can't do anything here.
But this time I didn’t 'shut down'. I didn’t go in circles saying 'this isn’t for me', 'I’m not capable'. On the contrary — I decided that education consists of such moments. Trials, errors, observations.
And here I am sitting and thinking: why not talk about it? Without pomp. Without heroism. Just as a person who is trying. Not giving up. Even if things are going very crooked for now))
In my circle, there are no such conversations. Some don’t understand anything about crypto, others will think I’m just playing around. But I’m no longer a child. I’m a mother of two kids. And I have an inner interest, I have a fire. And as long as it burns — it means I have to keep going.
That’s why I’m writing. Because I don’t want to keep it inside. And if you also feel that you’re holding in more than you can carry — you can share your story. Without fear of what others will think. Here, we don’t judge. Here, we share. It really helps.
To be continued 😋
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