There are no beautiful stories; my story began with the alpha airdrop, where I received airdrop benefits, then brought my friends and family to join, got caught in a squeeze, got angry with customer service, persisted in trading, then obtained airdrop benefits, then 125x contracts, then event contracts, then a winning streak in event contracts, then a losing streak, then continued to receive airdrop benefits, then missed out on an airdrop and wanted to give up, the feeling of uncertainty was like my past romantic self, a rollercoaster of emotions, then questioning whether to stay or leave, then realizing I couldn't actually leave this place 😅