I have been unemployed for 3 years, and I lost 500u as soon as I opened the contract. I can't take it anymore and have thought about wanting to die.

It's gone. Everything is gone. There's still 500 yuan in my account. I'll have one last big meal tonight, drink until I'm drunk, and then take a bottle of sleeping pills to end this sinful life of mine. The only ones I feel sorry for are my family.