Since I started trading cryptocurrencies, every day revolves around my own little patch of land. I don't smoke, drink, love socializing or traveling, don't go shopping or dining out, and definitely don't work outside. Every day is a repetition of sitting in front of the computer, occasionally going for a run, playing games, or watching movies and videos. When I'm bored, I think about learning a few skills, since I'm just idle anyway, but I always start and then lose interest. Seven or eight years have quietly passed, and I occasionally look at the unfinished plans in my notes, always sighing about how I haven't accomplished anything in all these years. Without realizing it, my weight has gone from 120 to 140. I stand in front of the mirror lamenting about losing weight, have bought a bunch of equipment, but in the end, only a contract liquidation can force me to move — is this kind of life normal? I can't be bothered to argue about it anymore.