I'VE ALREADY CAUGHT THE CRAZY CRYPTO DISEASE!!! I CAN'T SEE MY BALANCE STAGNANT!!!
I just have to keep spinning it! Whether I enter a spot, whether I smash into futures, whether I boldly try to enter the market again EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THE RISKS!!! I realize this is a disease! THIS IS NO LONGER TRADING, THIS HAS BECOME AN ADDICTION!!!
I'M MENTALLY SICK!!! I DON'T KNOW HOW TO STOP!!! I tell myself to stop, to take a breath, to relax for a while—BUT I CAN'T!!! Every time the balance is stagnant, every time the numbers don't move, THERE'S SOMETHING RAGING IN MY HEAD!!! There's a voice saying, “Spin again, try again, this time it must be right!”
But in reality? I'M LOSING!!! I’M IN THE RED!!! I'M OUT OF EVERYTHING!!! My money disappears one by one, my balance is gone, I hope for a miracle over and over, BUT NOTHING COMES!!! I only get deeper, more trapped, more destroyed!!!
MY LIFE IS NOT PEACEFUL!!! Every day I think about it, every night I stay up late, every moment my mind is filled with the market, just numbers, just candles that never end!!! I see others relaxed, able to move on, able to let go, BUT WHY CAN'T I?!?!
I'M SICK OF MYSELF!!! I hate this feeling, I hate the reality that I can't stop, I hate that this has sucked everything out of me—MY MONEY, MY TIME, MY LIFE!!!
Please, I just want to break free, I just want my life back, BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT!!!
