It has been nearly two months since I entered the cryptocurrency world. For the first time, I earned a hundred dollars with just a few taps while participating in an airdrop for an IDO. This amount is almost the total income my parents earn in two days of work. For someone like me, who has to live on a monthly budget of only a thousand yuan, it felt like I had opened a corner of heaven. I imagined how great it would be if I could earn a hundred dollars every day, then I could enjoy the street food right outside the school every day. Human greed stems from insecurity and dissatisfaction. Watching everyone in the square flaunting their profit screenshots, I often fantasize about the myth of getting rich overnight happening to me, dreaming about whether I could earn my first pot of gold soon and redeem my student loan from the Ministry of Education... I feel so powerless. After two months of exploration, I am still in the process of getting from 0 to 1, without resources or connections. I'm so tired and confused, feeling that these two months have been in vain... I haven't made any progress at all. But, oh, but, I still have to grit my teeth because I want to succeed. I don't want to feel this inability to have meat in every meal anymore...