Last night at 1:15 AM, I was liquidated again. The drop was too fast; I lost a day's gains in just 15 minutes. Due to my heavy position, I even increased my holdings during the rise (at one point, I had floating profits equal to my principal investment). Ethereum dropped the most, leading to my overall position being liquidated. I didn't even have time to react; my mind went blank. When I woke up in the afternoon, I saw the price had returned to its previous high. Sigh, my classic position is gone, but the price remains unchanged. I now have an overall debt of 720,000. I can repay these debts by selling my house and car, but the house is not easy to sell right now. Let's talk about the recent market conditions. From what I see now, Bitcoin is the easiest to trade. Other mainstream coins are relatively difficult to manage because of the significant intraday fluctuations; a heavy position with small stop-losses is almost frequently swept away. The uptrend in a sideways market makes it hard to hold a position, and each pullback is quite substantial. One moment, the gains of a day can be wiped out, making people constantly feel that the market is over. This leads to frequent stop-losses or liquidations. The main issue is with high leverage; if the leverage is low, trading is actually quite comfortable—just buy low and that's it. The returns are decent. Unfortunately, most people lack patience; greed, fear, and anxiety are our biggest enemies on the trading path. This year has been about making small profits, cashing out, then suffering a large loss, recharging, making small profits, cashing out again, and then facing liquidation once more. It's a vicious cycle that is exhausting both physically and mentally. The reasons for this are simple: being toyed with by the market leads to frequent trading, and having too heavy a position causes significant psychological fluctuations. The only solution is to trade lightly and adopt a longer time frame. Short-term trading in a small cycle has too much noise. Many people have already lost a lot, and psychologically, it's hard to accept trading with a small position. Especially after a period of continuous profits, it’s difficult to accept ongoing losses, leading to distorted operations and a collapse in the account's profit curve. I don’t know what to do next; I am left with nothing. My girlfriend said she would give me 20,000 so I can take my time. That money is from her grandmother; she doesn’t have much money after graduating from college. Honestly, I am a hopeless gambler; I don’t deserve it. Last night, I talked to my girlfriend about breaking up, and she cried, saying she is willing to be with me no matter what. Thinking about it now, I feel like a useless person. I harm others and myself. I have lost money, time, energy, and dignity.