This is the harm of contracts; you are now only losing hundreds of thousands, not millions. You still have opportunities. Good luck, I hope you can start over. I think you should face some punishment.
At this moment, do not think of yourself as a person; you should think of yourself like a cow, delivering takeout, driving for others, or picking up packages. You cannot spend more than 5 yuan on food; a vegetable dish and a bowl of rice is all you can afford. Because this is the punishment you deserve. If you have a girlfriend, you should break up with her; a gambler does not deserve love. If you believe in reason, how could you possibly play contracts? I think you were either tempted by someone or driven by your own greed for quick gains.
Money flows rapidly from the anxious to the calm. Wealth does not enter through anxious doors; the ancients spoke wisely. It shows how wise the ancients were. Contracts are like drugs; although many people advise you not to play them, you think, what’s the big deal? It’s exaggerated, right? You always think you can control it, earning 500 or a few thousand a day would be good, so you start to try it out and recharge 1,000 yuan. Then you really earn 2,000 in less than ten minutes; with 125 times leverage, you hit the jackpot. That feeling is so exhilarating, even more exciting than your first time.
Your soul has been struck, and in an instant, all the troubles of the world have nothing to do with you; your world is left with only money, money, money. At this moment, you feel like you own the world. You are the one-in-a-million god of trading. Making money is so easy; just open a position at the right point, and in less than a minute, you can have thousands in hand. 125 times leverage is really exhilarating.
You have won consecutively in more than ten rounds, and your capital has quickly multiplied several times. You’ve proven through actions that contracts cannot be played by those who do not understand; only those who do not know or lack skills speak recklessly. Practice brings true knowledge. You have conquered everything in the market. This world is magical; you clearly made money using the wrong methods, but there is a force encouraging you, calling you, saying go ahead, do it, and then go for it. You felt this encouragement and went to your death with even more generosity and composure, without hesitation.
In the end, of course, you blew your account. With 125 times leverage, it’s a soul-snatching release. You haven’t slept for three days and nights. Just like that, after a blowout loss, you finally feel at ease and sleep comfortably. This is the best sleep you’ve had since playing contracts, but your eyes are bloodshot.
Of course, you are unwilling to accept this. You start borrowing money and swiping your credit card, and soon you are making money again, multiplying your capital several times in just a week. But one deep night, while eating instant noodles, you blew your account. You regret eating that bowl of noodles and vow to refuse instant noodles for the rest of your life, never eating them again. You start using Huabei again, and you earn, earn, earn. One afternoon, you go to the bathroom, and when you come back, you've blown your account again. You swear you won't go to the bathroom again; you hold it in and finally end up with prostatitis. You simply place a bucket in front of your computer while trading contracts, so you can go to the bathroom while watching the contracts. Because for you, one point is worth 400 USDT, and going to the bathroom is too expensive.
You started trading again using Huabei. This time, you saw the opportunity: a bullish divergence, an oversold zone, a strong breakout. You seized the chance and opened a 125 times long position, but less than a second later, you blew your account because the beautiful country announced an interest rate hike. You blew up instantly.
You are filled with hatred for the old man Powell. Your money has been taken away by the bears; you have lost all your money and owe hundreds of thousands. A month later, the debt collection company has called all your relatives, friends, and classmates in your contacts. You can only cancel your number, leave for another place, and feel too ashamed to face your parents. You start taking odd jobs to pay off your debts.
You naturally lost interest in studying. Every time you work, with every dollar you earn, you have a thought: can I open a 125 times leveraged position? If I could just make one bet, that would be great. I would definitely make money. But you know that when trading contracts, you must avoid instant noodles, you must not go to the bathroom, and you need to avoid the moments when the beautiful country announces news.
I know that by that time, you had already become a gambler. The only thing that could save you might be your heart that hasn’t completely fallen.
