I'm very confused. I've been in the circle for five or six years, experiencing DEFI, NFT, airdrops, inscriptions, and various narratives.

You could say I've participated in them all, but to this day, I'm still in this haze, not knowing what I'm doing every day. There are so many opportunities that if I just seized one, it could lead to great results, but I haven't.

Looking back now, I feel very regretful and remorseful. I really can't hold on anymore.

I'm a failed man, always missing out. Sigh.