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Just met my uncle and father, and we talked about my second aunt's big increase. They also talked about me, and one of them is even my fan. Sometimes I really want to block them; I want to say whatever I want since no one knows me anyway. I feel a bit discouraged; they said my trading skills are not up to par. With such a good market, holding on to a hundred US dollars for so long, I should be able to make ten to twenty thousand.

I'm afraid to take large positions; I want to live longer. These past two days have seen a big increase, but I don't have much time. I need to accompany my best friend and help her with some other things. Sometimes I only get to trade when I have free time, and I indeed missed out on some good market opportunities. In their eyes, my trading skills being inadequate does have some justification.

The big increase should be reaching a conclusion soon; it's very likely to enter a consolidation phase. If I missed it, then I missed it. I will continue to trade lightly; I want to live longer, even wish to live forever.