How about I help you a bit?

After two years of trading full-time, I declare it a failure, let's summarize:

Two years ago, starting with 6000, I reached a peak of 350,000; the money earned by luck was eventually lost back bit by bit through skill; after a loss in a proxy trade, my balance was nearly zero, followed by various loans, starting with small amounts multiple times, accumulating more and more debt.

Until this morning, I wanted to order a chicken soup pancake for 7.6 yuan on Meituan, but the quick password-free payment failed❗ I realized that the total of my six bank cards, four credit cards, Alipay, and WeChat combined was already less than 7.6 yuan. At that moment, I felt an overwhelming sense of despair, loss, and coldness.

I opened the trading account, and the overall balance was still declining; last night it was 260 U, and just now it has shrunk to only 70 U. This balance is insufficient to cover next month's rent. With trembling hands, I finally couldn’t help but click to close all positions.

I can still withdraw 500 yuan from the trading account, but I don’t know how to move forward. It’s not easy to find a job in this relatively low-priced small county. Even if I pay next month’s rent, eating will be a problem.

There were many opportunities for me to turn things around, but I messed them all up; it was only when I was at my wit's end that I truly awakened. After trading for so long, I’ve encountered help from a few kind-hearted brothers, mostly verbal support; only two could actually lend money, and only one actively offered assistance multiple times (the one I recommended last time, everyone can also pay attention to him).

... So much to say, I can’t summarize anymore, I’m tired,

Finally, I want to say a few words to friends who are currently trading: try not to borrow money to trade, please treat every penny in your account kindly. Losing money makes it really hard to borrow. I asked three friends for money yesterday and didn’t borrow a single cent. Please patiently wait for a good entry point before placing orders.

I don’t want to say anymore, it’s too painful.