Today is a sad day. I have lost everything; when I was caught up in the moment, I didn't feel any fear, but now looking back at being empty-handed, with an additional 500 million in installment loans and credit cards, it will probably take another 10 years to pay it all off. Right now, I truly feel empty and regretful.

A word of warning for those who still hope to make money from the future, unless you are exceptionally skilled, otherwise one day you will end up like me; I don’t want anyone to experience the same pain that I am feeling right now.