Today is May 3rd, exactly three months since the liquidation on February 3rd. In these three months, I have been exhausted and have accumulated only a few hundred units of capital.
In the evening, I was a guest at a friend's house, and after being poured two cups of 52-degree white liquor and a bottle of beer, I felt a bit dizzy. I recalled the scene from early April when I got drunk and my boss asked why I was crying so sadly. Haha, no one would understand me.
Now, all I can do is strive; everything else is meaningless!