Ugly and still posting photos?

I found the photo of me crying because of the contract two years ago.
I was deeply moved. I used to think that the tears at that time were the most painful trough in life. I didn't expect that what was waiting for me was an endless abyss...
One wrong step, every step is wrong. The more I struggle, the more I sink... But

I don't believe it. How can a child cry every day, and how can a gambler lose every day...

There are still 300u left. I will post a post to commemorate the past and fantasize about the future.,😡
Wish me good luck