Have patience, you will recover this

I am lost in everything. Can someone help? I took RS 40,000 from my father, now what should I do? Either my luck is bad or this thing is just not meant for me. After 3 years of practice, this is the situation, it's a moment of drowning for me. I want to give one piece of advice: never start any work in crypto or anything else with borrowed money, because losing your own money hurts, but when you borrow money from someone and it goes down, a person gets stuck in a lot of trouble.