Your fear and losses come from a lack of understanding of the market, a lack of understanding of the fundamentals, a lack of understanding of the main operators' techniques, and your own lack of confidence in your trading system. Currently, B is in the range of 84-85, and S is in the range of 130. Don't expect a strong bullish candle to drive it up directly; it will only grind up slowly bit by bit. Only a breakthrough above 86 and 138 will lead to a strong bullish candle. If there isn't a one-sided upward trend for 3-4 days this week, I really don't know when it will happen.