This month has been a silent storm. There were no hands to guide me, nor voices telling me 'this is the way.' It was just me, facing a sea of information, learning to row in my own way. Self-directed study is not just an intellectual exercise, it is a test of character. It is to move forward with doubts, to make mistakes with no one to correct you, and still get up the next day with the same will.

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