It's really sad but unfortunately we can't all learn the easy way. Make investing in yourself a priority.
I too have lost many five-zero figures ($) in my time. It may not have been everything, but I almost lost zero. But not my faith. My aim was to learn the business without being dependent on anyone. I am still on the path. And I believe it will be beautiful. Remember, even if it is stupid, determine a simple strategy and stick to it. Risk management, discipline and patience. Buy good goods and make time your friend. Let your strategy take into account negative situations.