Once again unable to resist opening a short position around 82500, clearly expected to short near 840-845-850, instead putting myself on the grill.

Expected to first rise and then short, or first fall and then long, worried about not reaching the expected position while watching it move sideways, just like I expected it could reach 80900, but in reality, it hit 81400 and then started to rebound, making me anxious, and I opened at 50x leverage, fortunately not 100x, otherwise I would have been liquidated, while reminding myself never to open at 100x in future trades.