After today's 4.4, I've decided to stop trading cryptocurrencies. There hasn't been a single peaceful day while trading; it's like licking blood from a knife's edge. The first thing I do when I wake up every day is check whether the market has risen or fallen. I've really had enough of this kind of life. Trading cryptocurrencies is like taking drugs; when the prices surge, you enjoy it every day, but when they plunge, you can't sleep all night, constantly thinking about how to make money like other perpetual profit teachers, regardless of the volatility. Many times, I go to bed feeling fine, only to wake up to a complete liquidation. When others ask me what's wrong, I don't even dare to speak; I can't handle this pressure. It's better to return to society sooner, work and earn money, and spend more time with my parents and family. I deeply regret trading cryptocurrencies, very much so, and I even hate myself. At this point, I feel I have disappointed my family the most.