A few brothers asked me about the process of freedom, and I won’t say much. It’s very dull, but also very exciting. The dull part is holding onto spot assets for a long time.

Every time I start from zero, it’s more or less because I’ve read too many articles about getting rich quickly, thinking I could do it too, but the results go against my expectations.

The crypto space never lacks opportunities for a turnaround, but I hope everyone can calm down and learn about crypto knowledge, accumulating it day by day, and then it won’t be so difficult to make money.

These past few days, I got airdropped hundreds of thousands of dollars, and I sold it as soon as it hit my hands, using the USDT for annualized returns. I don’t know what’s going on; I’ve become lazier and prefer to be alone and quiet. Some influencers on Weibo and Twitter are constantly posting every day. Sometimes I think, why are they so active even after becoming wealthy, while I’ve lost interest in everything? I’m not acting like a free person at all; instead, I seem like a whiny teenager.

I guess I’m still too sentimental. However, there wasn’t this feeling before. This situation started after gaining freedom, I have more idle time to think every day. I’m very afraid, very afraid of going back to those days of losing everything in trading, the days when people around me would point fingers at me.

After gaining freedom, some friends and relatives also came to borrow money from me. I know my limits; those who are truly good to me, I won’t kick when they are down. When I first gained my freedom, I directly helped them when they asked, saying they made some small money from business. At first, I felt a bit inflated about my freedom; after being used to feeling inferior, I couldn’t wait for everyone to know I made a lot of money. For those relatives I don’t particularly like who come to borrow money from me, I still lend it. If they repay, it’s fine, but if they don’t initiate repayment, I won’t care; I just won’t lend a second time. If there is a second time, I will directly tear off the facade and say they need to repay the first loan first. Of course, I don’t mind helping those who are truly in trouble. Perhaps I don’t mind at all.

As for online friends, please don’t borrow from me. I can’t distinguish who is in trouble. It’s all up to fate; I will help those I encounter in real life who are in difficulty. I’ve said it before, I’m not a bad person; I’ve just been through too much and seem a bit selfish, or perhaps too young.