Although I often show off and praise myself for being beautiful, I do have appearance anxiety. I also don't recommend everyone to be like me, sob sob sob. My core is not strong enough.

I've noticed that moving around really doesn't make me look as good as before. I often get injections and have spent quite a bit of money, and I have indeed become uglier recently. I jokingly tell my friends that I've 'turned into a cow,' hahahaha. Many times, if you move too much, you'll either become stiff or get puffy.

Fortunately, the botulinum toxin I got will wear off, but I have to wait some time for it to revert back. It's so annoying! Every day, taking selfies in the mirror requires heavy photo editing!

Right now, I actually don’t really recommend everyone to get botulinum toxin injections. Even if it’s Botox, it will have compensatory effects. This time, I only got a small amount, about 20 units, but it still had compensatory effects. My nose has become lifted and bigger, and there are also some depressions on both sides. I do not recommend botulinum toxin injections at all, except for those with very large masseter muscles or older individuals with severe wrinkles. Also, it doesn’t have a dissolving enzyme, so you can only wait for it to recover slowly. I’ve fallen into the botulinum toxin trap for the second time.

However, I actually have no dissatisfaction with my double eyelids; it’s just that my recovery timeline has lengthened. I have entered a slow recovery period, so it won’t be as obvious as it was at the beginning when it became narrower. I think the shape and the lifting of my eyelids are satisfactory for me at the moment.