Lost over 300,000 on the contracts, the spot price dropped from 350,000 to a floating loss of 130,000, hair is falling out in clumps, feeling depressed, afraid to even go out, confidence has become particularly small, lost 300,000 when the mining machine was stolen, now only 2 L7 machines are left, feeling hopeless about life, summarizing that since 2024 I've done nothing and lost nearly 1,000,000.