How does a donkey like that have 200 thousand and I don't, damn it

It's not easy to digest these terrible falls, huh? In addition to melting the dollar, it also went down. Today I'm already losing 40% of an investment made a week ago. I invested all my capital at once. My stupidity combined with Donald Trump's attitudes led me to this situation. I believe it will be impossible to recover all the invested capital in less than 2 years (the sol at US$218 at the time of purchase), more than R$200,000 invested, money earned through a lifetime of work.