Good evening cryptomaniacs, today I want to vent, I've been in this world for almost 3 years, I bought BTC at 58k, I bought at 20k, I caught bear and bull, I lost a lot, I won a lot, I took a lot of hits in these years but my psychology can't take it anymore, it goes up and down, when they say it's going to explode, something happens in the world and the prices don't explode. I've heard people saying that $BTC will reach 150K by the end of the year. I've heard that in December $ETH would be in the 4500 range and so far nothing peaks and then falls in less than 12 hours it's frustrating I would love to see crypto exploding to shut up a lot of people who are against crypto, I know I can lose a lot of money but I can't stand losing one day and winning the next and vice versa. I hope to change my mind because I would like to have my cryptos when they explode, but it is difficult.