I am a university student, and by chance, I came into contact with virtual currency. At first, I participated in Binance's newcomer activities, and later I slowly started to play myself. Initially, I only dared to play spot trading, but gradually I found that the profits from futures trading were greater. I was momentarily blinded by excitement and started playing with hundreds, then thousands, and tens of thousands. Eventually, I lost my living expenses, and the money I earned from part-time jobs was also gone. I borrowed a lot from online loans and money from relatives and friends, and I even asked my parents for a lot. The market is ruthless, and I got liquidated. Just now, I had my last bowl of instant noodles, and now I really feel lost, not knowing what to do. I really want to end my life, but what about my debts? I already feel unworthy towards my parents; I can't burden them anymore. I hope someone can help me. 1018696451 is my Binance ID, and I hope everyone can trust me. If you have money, please give me a little; if you don't, it's okay, as everyone struggles to earn money. Thank you all. I will repay my friends' debts, and my parents' debts will be paid in the next life. This is my last day on Binance. Goodbye, brothers. Futures trading really should not be touched. I hope all my brothers can get rich, spend time with family, and not follow in my footsteps. $SOL