Why do I feel relieved after losing everything? When the position is still there, my mood is ups and downs, I can't eat or sleep well, I don't have the mood to exercise or run, and my mind is not focused when working.
Seeing immortality from extinction
From sadness to joy
Humanity from cruelty
From ugliness to beauty
If you are in pain, go find its source. Look for someone in this world who deserves your forgiveness and love. You will find that there is only yourself, dedicated to those who have lost everything and those who are in pain.