I made 44,300 in the cryptocurrency world in August, which is terrible.
I earned 743,000 yuan in the cryptocurrency circle in September.
I finally achieved my goal of earning 500,000 yuan a month. And I exceeded it by a lot.
Today is October 7th.
I made 13,000 today. Let's see how much I can make in October.
I plan to use the money I earn to buy U.S. stocks.
I still managed to be penniless and live a very simple life.
Why am I like this? Because I am not obsessed with material things.
I am completely unable to satisfy myself through consuming material things.
I believe from the bottom of my heart that spending a lot of money on consumer goods is like being ripped off.
I don't like doing this. I don't have any big goals in life.
I just want to be a rich loser.
Because life is meaningless.
Everything is empty. It is enough for me to make a little money and live happily every day. I am satisfied as long as I don't compete with others. What I pursue is the spiritual satisfaction that many people think is more empty.
But many people won't understand me. Why do I have to say that I made money?
Because I just want to show off. Because my self-esteem is not high. Speaking of self-esteem, I hear people say how good-looking and handsome they are.
But why don’t I think the other person is good-looking or handsome at all?
Because they are people with a strong sense of self-identity. Such people are suitable for socializing. But I will not say: "You don't have" - such words.
Maybe my standard of recognition is very high. Now I have achieved something I didn't do before. I am naturally happy. Showing off is also a spiritual need.
I have recently come to feel that “human beings” are a kind of rule-based existence. That is, human beings are just like that.
Don't think that people are just like that. Because people exist according to rules. Some people love you, some people deceive you, betray you, backstab you, and plot against you.
It's all too normal.
Because human nature is the product of social laws.
I used to think that there are good and bad people, and a mountain is just a mountain.
I now feel that there is no good or bad in people, and a mountain is no longer a mountain.
All people are the same. The nature of human beings is to seek benefits and avoid harm.
When I looked at someone and he did something that was not good for me, I used to think that this person was not a good person.
Now if the same situation happens to me, I will examine myself and ask myself if I am a good person in his situation? I am obviously not a good person, so why should I care whether others are good people or not.
People are just like that, that's how it is. Since then, I rarely criticize others, never compare, and accept everything about human nature. There is no good or bad in people. We should judge by deeds, not by heart.
A higher level is to not care about the heart or the deeds. No matter how good or bad someone is to you, it is just a matter of stance. No matter good or bad, it is a choice made at a certain time and place.
But you have to be happy every day. It is a waste of life to be entangled with others.
Because life is too short.
I don’t know what you guys would be happy doing. Anyway, I’d be happy if I could make some money.
There seems to be nothing else. I am not very good at saying nice things.
I am not good at social expression. So I don't socialize and just be a lonely person. It doesn't matter what others say about me. Even though I sometimes say nice things, people think my nice words are too fake.
Even if what I said is true. I am so bad at it, I can certainly understand why people don't believe it. Even if what I said is true.
