I am destined to be poor, for several reasons.
1. I always regret the past and fantasize about the future
2. I can’t handle stress well. I have to watch the market for at least 17 hours out of 24 hours when buying spot contracts. I can’t eat well, sleep well, and have no energy to work. I am always worried about the market.
3. Delusion, greed, fear, anxiety, arrogance. As long as there is a profit, a loss or even half of the loss, these thoughts will completely take over. As long as there is a loss and no profit, I will be anxious and unable to sleep. My diet will also be completely messed up. I have no self-control and I will indulge in my sexual desires.
4. My personal experience, my own personality and family factors made me believe that only money can change everything I have now and make me become what I want to be. It is also this idea that prompted me to invest, and finally I was taught a lesson by the market.
5. I think that fantasy and regret are seeds, and delusion, greed, fear, and anxiety are rain. These emotions are poured on the seeds, and they sprout, grow, and bear fruit. The fruit is pain, and a new seed of pain is planted in the heart, waiting for the rain to come and become pain again. The reincarnation again and again is the fruit of pain again and again.
