It has been three or four months since I withdrew from the A-share market and moved to the B-share market. I thought back to the ten years I had been in this pit, but I haven't been able to climb out. I wonder if I have fallen into another pit again.
I experienced doubling in an hour, doubling in a day, doubling in a week, and now doubling in a month. I had my position blown up 5 times in the middle. I have experienced everything that everyone has experienced. From 100 times, to 50 times, to 10 times, and even 3 times, I was blown up by the needle. I remember my scalp was numb, my hands and feet were cold, I couldn't sleep at night, tossing and turning. I couldn't stop smoking, and I couldn't sleep or eat well. It was around July that I slowly slowed down. I was no longer so impulsive, and I no longer envied those who could easily make hundreds or thousands of times the profit. I was determined to settle down and be myself.
The winning rate in the last three months was 60%, in the last month it was already 90%, and in the last week it was 100%.
You and I both know that this is just a passing cloud. No one can guarantee a 100% winning rate, and even a 90% winning rate is impossible. I am satisfied with more than 80%. But in the square, it happens every day. Those who are deeply trapped, those who are forced to liquidate, cry and wail, and are extremely sad, as if bad luck only picks on the unfortunate, while those who post pictures, lead orders, attract fans, and sell courses win regardless of whether the market goes up or down. How ironic.
This circle is no different from other capital circles. It is always the game room of big capital. It is extremely difficult for small investors like us to get out of it unscathed, let alone take away a penny. However, there are still people coming in one after another, reporting a dream that seems to be right in front of us and within reach. However, an hour, a day, a month, a year, the dream is getting farther and farther away, and we are getting more and more exhausted physically and mentally. We have to face the noisy life, annoying trivial matters, unpaid debts, and family ties that will never be made up in time.
Liu Guo returned to the South Tower twenty years later and wrote, "I want to buy osmanthus flowers and carry wine together, but it is not like the travels of my youth." And how many twenty years can there be in a person's life?
But Romain Rolland also said that there is only one kind of heroism in the world, which is to still love life after recognizing the truth of life.
I hope everyone can recognize life and love it!
mutual encouragement!
--- August 15, 2024
Immortal Poor Taoist in Beijing
