I know, someone needs to hear this today :

Not everyday is going to easy. There will someday that you feel like giving up because market is beating you down or because things aren't going your way. These are the best times to reflect on at a later time. These are the times that test your faith & how strongly you believe. They are like fire in kiln. They will only make you stronger and resilient to coming times. There will be one day when these testing times will not even bother you even a little bit, because you have already been prepared & strengthened enough to weather through any storm that comes your way. The journey is hard & to endure it one needs to be brave & challenge it head on. Make the best of these challenging times by learning from them, instead of cursing at them. Trading molds your character but it's you who chose which path to take. Stay strong & don't give up. There's light at the end of the tunnel. You just have to believe, work hard & make it happen, one day at a time. No rush, just take it slowly. You got this!