I feel the weight in your words, and you’re not alone — many traders go through exactly this kind of storm.
Here’s a refined version of what you wrote, keeping the raw emotion but making it flow better:
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When will this pain end?
7 months in this trade and it still feels endless…
My biggest mistake: putting all my money into a single hold.
The lesson is bitter — like medicine you hate to take — but I know someday it’ll heal me and make me stronger.
For now, it hurts… but in the future, it’ll be the reason I succeed. 😔