Although I didn't lose this time with $ETH , the profits will be hard to swallow. Sigh, I've actually been thinking for a while whether I can still play in this circle. When institutions enter the market, it's hundreds of billions, and when they exit, it's tens to hundreds of billions. The price of coins is like a roller coaster, and after technical indicators fail, we all become gamblers, waiting for the big players to decide whether to go big or small. I bought 40 Ethereum at the high of 3800 last year, and it dropped all the way to 1300. I sold all my Solana at the high of 270, which was worth 60,000 at the time, and used that to buy more Ethereum, raising my average price to 2800. I now hold 79 Ethereum, and overall, I've made money over these years, but not from contracts, rather from earning in a DeFi community during the last bull market. I used to be worth 46 million, haha, but unfortunately, I was too greedy and didn't exit, and now I have only a few million left. I've invested nearly a hundred thousand in total in this circle, and now I've bought a house and a car, with a few hundred thousand in liquid funds. I suddenly feel a bit tired. I talked with my dad for a long time today and want to return to real life. To be honest, I haven't slept before 5 AM for 2 years. I'm a bit out of touch with real life and don't want to socialize when I go out; I just want to stay home and watch the market. My health isn't that great either; I often have stomach aches, and it's time to change myself. Tonight, I opened a job recruitment app to see if there are any jobs I'm interested in, but I found that I don't know what I can do. It seems I don't have skills other than trading coins. I'm also afraid to go out and work because I'm used to making quick money; going to a job suddenly feels less rewarding than making a contract in 5 minutes. Today, Ethereum's price has also reached a peak again. No matter what happens next, at this position, I sold 50, and I'll leave the rest to fate. Let's first get in touch with society; I'm really afraid that one day I will become useless.