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After more than a year in the market, my account peaked at over 4800u, having increased sixfold at its highest. Each time I deposited, it never exceeded 1000u, and I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve been liquidated. In the first six months, I got carried away and took out a loan, delivered takeout for several months, and worked tirelessly for twelve to thirteen hours every day. In the end, I had to sell my first car to pay off my debts, and I was left with just over 10,000 in hand. Last week, I opened a 100u position in myx, and unexpectedly, it went short, multiplying several times, and over 1,000u got wiped out. However, after nearly half a year of being in cash, I didn’t feel particularly shaken; it just felt somewhat natural. Altogether, I probably lost around 10,000u in the crypto world. These past few days, I've developed some strategies, and compared to before, I achieved a 100% stop loss, ensuring no liquidation. Thus, I turned 100u into 0.5u. I always hold onto an ideal of how many times I can multiply my funds. I neither dare to go all in nor can I achieve absolute defense. Am I really not suited for the crypto world? Do any seniors have advice for me? Thank you very much.