Do you know what it feels like to wake up and have made 50,000? You feel like the chosen one, full of confidence at night, going for 75 times leverage, only to wake up and find that your account margin of 300,000 is almost gone, adding margin, and after a black week, it still blew up. The joke is that the day after it blew up, it went back up again. It's all fate; one's greed can never be satisfied.