Impressive, 1 million RMB, you could lie at home without working for several years.

It's been three whole days without recovering, my short position has gone to zero, how do I recover?
It's been three days, and I'm still not back to normal.
In the middle of a bull market, I wiped out my short position to zero.
Total loss of 140,000 USD, equivalent to nearly 1 million RMB.

At the moment of liquidation, I was stunned,
but now there's only one thought left: I still want to go long, I still want to get in.
ETH has already surpassed 4000,
but I don't even qualify to open a single long position.
I only have a monthly salary of 10,000 yuan,
and the remaining options are only:
🔹 Loan?
🔹 Borrow money?
🔹 Dollar-cost averaging with my salary, starting from zero?

I know the bull market isn't over yet,
but I also know that this time I can't blindly over-leverage and bet my life against the trend.
I want to take it slow, but I'm also afraid that if I take too long, there will really be nothing left.
Has anyone experienced going to zero and coming back?
Please give me advice, any suggestions, even just a word will do.