Maybe you don’t believe it, but I made 30 million by speculating in cryptocurrencies.
Didn't tell anyone, including my wife!
1. My name is Brother Xingfu. I was born in the countryside. I was not good at studying and dropped out of school early to work in a big city.
I learned to be a chef in 2007, with a salary of 800 yuan. I had a girlfriend who was a college student in Wenzhou and the distant niece of the restaurant owner. She came out to work during the summer vacation to gain social experience. She was good-looking, but her breasts were not big.
When we were dating, I felt a little inferior because of the gap between the rich and the poor. I remember very clearly that the boss's wife drove a black Audi A6. At that time, I thought, if only I could drive an Audi in my life...
At the end of summer vacation, my girlfriend had to go to school, and we broke up. Before we parted, she said to me in the dormitory, "You are a terrible kisser." I was so sad that I wrote a sexy poem for her (that night I also dreamed of millions of soldiers).
I want to make money.
Make a lot of money,
Until I can confidently say "Long time no see" when we meet again after a long separation.
2. In 2015, I was led astray by my old friend into a Ponzi scheme and suffered heavy losses.
However, it also made me clearly realize three points: the Internet has great potential, self-media has great potential, and the cryptocurrency circle has great potential.
Sure enough, with my cleverness, I first made a few hundred dollars in the market. Later, in the year of the epidemic, I used 1.5 million to accurately buy the bottom of Ethereum and made nearly 20 million yuan in profit.
I suddenly became rich and I felt proud.
I started to go out to high-end clubs with my friends, and played "small games" with actors in shopping malls. I paid for all the expenses. As the saying goes, clothes make the man, and saddles make the horse. In front of my little brother, I became an upper-class person.
When I bought a car, I hooked up with the girl who was selling it. She saw that I was young and promising, and said that I was like her first love. I know she has said this to many people, but it doesn't matter. It's normal to tell a little lie in the adult world.
We were together for a while, and I spent hundreds of thousands of dollars on her. Every time I acted like a thief, afraid that her husband would find out. I got a little fed up with it, so I proposed a breakup. We left quietly without any quarrel and never contacted each other again.
On the surface, I am cynical, romantic and free and easy, but inside I am extremely lonely and longing for true love.
Wealth is a curse,
With it,
You will lose love.
3. Like many people, after I had money, I started to like gambling (playing contracts).
Life is like a parabola. I experienced the peak of my life, but my luck ran out. My positions were liquidated one after another. I drank alcohol every day, suffered from insomnia, and watched the market at night to play with contracts. The dealer was really a dog. As long as I opened a long position, the market would fall, and if I opened a short position, the market would rise. It was as if they were watching me. I refused to accept it and was stubborn, like a donkey.
Every time my position was liquidated, I could only masturbate and squeeze out the last drop to get a moment of peace and pleasure.
After it was over, I felt like a deflated balloon, my body being hollowed out day after day.
When my family found out that I went bankrupt from cryptocurrency trading, they advised me to give in, saying that I was not young anymore and should stop playing and find a wife to live a good life. I got married after being introduced by a relative.
My wife is an honest person, average looking, a typical person.
I don't like her at heart, but she is very good to me.
Gave birth to a son for me.
4. After marriage, I was not happy. Due to my indulgence in the previous few years, I suffered from impotence and premature ejaculation. What was worse was that I was still secretly playing with the contract.
When I had no money, I asked my friends to borrow some to play with. My former brothers knew that I had no money and stayed away from me. At that moment, I realized the nature of human beings and secretly vowed to get back what I had lost.
If my friends couldn't lend me money, I would ask my relatives for help. If my relatives couldn't lend me money, I would ask them for loans. If I couldn't borrow 10,000 yuan, I would ask them for 1,000 yuan. If I couldn't borrow 1,000 yuan, I would ask them for 500 yuan. As long as I could get the money, I would do anything, even tell lies.
Cheating others,
Also deceive yourself.
I have made countless bets, but each time the contract ended in a blowout. I am addicted to gambling, and playing spot trading does not quench my thirst, and even if I make money, it is useless.
How easy is it to get out of debt?
I have no money, and everyone looks down on me. When I go to my father-in-law's house, my mother-in-law lies in the room and refuses to come out. When I drink, my brother-in-law says sarcastic things to me and shows no respect. Just because my son broke a bowl, he was called a "little beast"...
I was so angry that I wanted to overturn the table, but my wife quickly came to stop me.
Seeing the tears on her cheeks, her face smudged by cheap makeup,
My heart aches...
5. I am a beast. I didn’t dare to visit my mother when she was sick and in the hospital because I had no money to pay for the hospital bills.
I also took out my son's insurance and played with the contract without telling my wife. This money was from my wife's part-time job at a supermarket, and she was saving it for the child's schooling.
Other people’s children go to good kindergartens, but my child relies on government aid for poor students to go to school.
At night, my wife found out that I had used the child’s insurance privately. She cried and made a fuss all night and wanted to divorce me. I agreed. I had given up on myself and had long wanted to divorce so as not to implicate my family. But the next morning, my wife prepared breakfast for me and went to work. She did not mention a word about divorce and forgave me again.
I was eating eggs for breakfast, and the yolk made me choke and cry...
One day, my son came to me and said, "Dad, my birthday is coming soon."
"Dad knows," I said. In fact, I can't even remember when my child's birthday is.
"Then can you buy me a racing track toy? Zhang Boxuan has them. I asked and they don't cost much..."
Yes, my son is 5 years old.
I haven't given him a gift yet.
The words "It won't cost much" hurt me. My son knew I didn't have money, and fearing being rejected, he didn't dare to ask for an expensive gift, so he only picked cheap ones.
It’s heart-wrenching to be sensible.
6. Infinite madness, I am in despair.
I have made many vows not to play with coins anymore, but a dog can't change its eating habits.
I sold my only valuable Alienware computer for more than 6,000 yuan. I bought it for more than 40,000 yuan when I had money. I am ready to go all in on the contract for the last time!
| Late at night, I lay in bed and began to analyze the cryptocurrency market. The price of cryptocurrencies has risen too much. Bitcoin has risen to 110,000 US dollars. It's crazy. How high can it rise? There is an old saying in the cryptocurrency circle: "Others are greedy, but I am panicking..." People should think in reverse. Based on years of experience, I predict that the price will plummet tonight...
I took a big puff of cigarette and chose to short Bitcoin. Shit!
The moment the position was opened, Bitcoin started to rise, which was magical.
Then, it continued to soar.
When the position was only 50% left, my hand holding the cigarette was already shaking.
Then, Bitcoin rose again to $120,000, like an aphrodisiac.
There is only 20% of the position left, and there is a possibility of a margin call.
If I changed direction and went long at this time, the following things would not happen, but I refused to believe it and continued to hold on!
I turned on a porn movie and masturbated to relieve the tension.
After the fun, I opened the exchange and finally my account was blown up! ! ! !
I was so desperate that I slowly got up.
I took a bottle of white wine from the refrigerator and went to the top floor...
7. I was drinking and smoking on the top floor.
Looking back on this terrible life... my children, my wife, my family, it's a complete failure.
I finished my last cigarette, flicked the butt into the air, and yelled "Fuck you".
Fuck you Satoshi!
Fuck your blockchain!
May there be no Bitcoin in heaven.
I jumped from the top!
I fell rapidly, and saw the bright moon and stars in the sky. I suddenly remembered the carefree time when I was a child lying on the haystack counting the stars, wondering when I would grow up and leave my hometown...
How nice it would be if I could go back to the past~~~
I was about to land when I saw the street vendors packing up their stalls, the boss was packing up the tables and chairs, the boss's wife was counting money with a smile, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were all happy, and their children were sleeping on the tricycles...
Maybe this is simple, ordinary, and happy~~~
All I heard was a "bang", like a bag of mud falling freely from a great height, dull and heavy.
My head fell into my butt!!!
I didn't feel any pain, just a sore bladder, congested urethra, and a hard penis...
I woke up suddenly, touched my back, and found my clothes were soaked with sweat...
It turned out to be a nightmare and I woke up because I had to pee.
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