The market in July felt just like riding a roller coaster.
Starting from a few small victories at the beginning of the month, I vaguely felt that this month might be different. July 1st, +10,100; July 2nd, +2,163; July 3rd, +1,626. Those three days were my most stable moments. Each order felt like a conversation with the market, hitting the right points, and decisively taking profits and cutting losses. During those days, I even felt like I was about to 'hack the game.'
But soon, the market splashed a bucket of cold water on me.
On July 4th, I lost 9,705 in one go, almost swallowing up the profits of the previous three days. I wasn't planning to enter the market that day, but I felt like 'I could still grab a bite,' and ended up making a wrong trade, stepping on a knife's edge. The next day, I forcefully averaged down, earning back 2,253, but I could already feel my emotions getting a bit out of control.
In the coming days, I was both cutting losses and trying to reverse the rhythm. On July 6th, I earned 17,500, thinking I had turned a loss into a gain; but on the 7th, I lost 15,000, resembling a traveler swaying violently between profits and losses.
But I didn't give up.
Starting from July 8th, I adjusted my strategy, reduced trading frequency, and set more reasonable profit-taking points. That day, I earned a full 20,000, marking a turning point for me in the first half of the month. In the following days, I was almost consistently in profit: +17,300, +20,600, +83,800, +41,400... Every time I saw the account balance growing, I silently reminded myself: don't be arrogant, don't repeat the same mistakes.
On July 18th, after looking at the data post-market: cumulative earnings of 205,650.92 yuan, realized profits of 220,408.29 yuan, and even with unrealized floating losses of -14,766.9 yuan, it cannot erase the meaning behind this number—this is the result of my struggle with my emotions, greed, and fear in the contract market.
This chart, others see a beautiful upward curve, but what I see are the eyes staring at the screen in the deep of night, the quick reflexes of my hands, and the reluctance during stop-loss moments.
In the contract market, there are no undefeated generals. Only ordinary people who constantly adjust, reflect, and evolve.
This 200,000 is not just a number; it represents every judgment I made, every correction I took, and every moment of courage to let go of my obsession.
I know the upcoming trades will still be full of uncertainty. But at least, in July, I won against myself once.
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