In the process of growth, never be afraid of being 'laughed at'.
As a beginner, you are immature and inappropriate; you will make mistakes and stumble — and you may stumble quite embarrassingly. At this time, there will definitely be people watching you with cold eyes and laughing at you, but as long as you do not give up on yourself, every failure is an accumulation of experience. At the same time, there will definitely be people who see your unpolished brilliance in your mistakes and your clumsy progress time and again, and these people will become the most precious teachers and allies in your future life.
Please always remember, as long as you do not give up on yourself, life will not give up on you.
Treat yourself well, and also treat those who have helped you well. As for those who laugh at you, you don't even need to give them a glance.
