One day you will realize that "trading" is not as complicated as it seems. When you can calmly choose to stay out of the market, even if it means missing out, and not chase opportunities that are not part of your plan, you will understand that rhythm and discipline are more important than anything else.
Stable traders do not necessarily know more than you; they simply have better control over their actions.
Understanding this, you actually knew it from the beginning, but at that time, you were just not willing to believe it.