Don't believe in so-called "big shots"; those who can truly make money have quietly been getting rich without making a fuss. They don't have time to come here and give you trivial advice. Losses are reminders of risk, not death sentences.
The weight of life far exceeds numbers. The concerns of parents and the expectations of friends are the meaning of your existence. Money can be earned slowly, but life only happens once—spring blossoms and autumn osmanthus, the warmth of human existence, and so many beautiful sceneries worth cherishing. Give time a little buffer, give the future a chance; you are far more deserving of being cherished than you think. First, have a warm drink and take a look outside—the sky will eventually brighten.