I nuke accounts on "purpose". and it saves my real one.
Not for clout. Not for thrill (thats a full blown lie. its fun as hell)
For post-nut clarity. Because when emotion is purged, discipline can breathe.
its a dopamine exhaust mechanism. a sandbox where you allow the compulsive self to burn itself out, so the strategic self can breathe.
I am wired like a gambler. highly addictive, always chasing the edge. Thats why i always run separate all-in accounts, capped funding at $15. Fulfills the purpose. It’s containment. and entertainment.
As a trader, you need to face a hard truth: This. especially day trading. can become an addiction.
not to money. to dopamine.
and worse......
it can become a substitute for pain. a way not to feel.
Because when you just lost $5000 in 10 seconds, its easier to focus on that than the fact your best friend just killed himself.
one kind of loss numbs the other. and that’s how this shit gets dangerous.
If you take trading seriously and if you are not a coldhearted sociopath.....
if you want to become a maximal asymmetry extractor.
you need to find ways how to trick yourself.
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