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#爆仓实录 Review 2
Earlier, I mentioned why it feels like fireworks?
After all, the trading success rate is just too high when the wind is at my back.
It was the best time for my trading intuition,
I made profits in nineteen consecutive trades.
This made me forget my own surname.
So, just a few days later, I started taking positions.
The result was a margin call on what was probably my twenty-second trade 💣
All of this,
actually stems from the expectations and little thoughts I mentioned earlier that caused trouble.
They constantly influenced my judgment of the market and myself.
The first two times ignited the greed deep within me, ultimately leading me to take risks.
This time, however, I knew it was a bad idea but did it anyway.
Before I made this BTC trade tonight, I had planned to go to bed early.
But suddenly, I had the urge to have a late-night snack.
So I thought: I'll trade once to make enough for a late-night snack and then stop, 10U or even 5U would be enough.
This single thought led me from heaven to hell,
turning the 60% gain I had worked hard for from last week's aftermath,
into a halving tonight, with my positions even shrinking by 25% compared to last week's aftermath 😭
Let’s see how it went down:
After I had the thought of that late-night snack, I opened a position at point 1 on the BTC chart $BTC .
I didn’t expect that I was too tired,
I actually fell asleep holding my phone.
When I woke up and looked,
What the hell, the climb was so intense.
Fortunately, it wasn’t a big problem,
I was only down about 5%.
Then I entered into a tug-of-war with the “dark dog fund” lurking in the BTC market.
Using four hedges to go long, I tried to induce the dog fund to pull down,
Then quietly withdrew my long position.
Originally, the story should have ended well here,
But I was just too tired,
I actually fell asleep again.
When I woke up, I was high on adrenaline and continued trading,
My IQ was completely offline.
This series of actions elegantly reduced my positions by nearly 40%.
After closing my positions, I was still unconvinced,
I caught a large bearish candle at $XRP ,
Hoping to seize the chance to pick up some bargains and recover some of tonight's losses.
The result... just look at the chart.
Then, these two margin calls and tonight's near “margin call” experience played in my mind like a movie,
Suddenly, I became clearly aware
That it was my little thoughts that led to my trading blunders.
They are subtle, yet obvious and certain.
The root cause is that I do not hold a deep respect and reverence for trading in my heart.
I treat trading like a game, as a means to take and give, rather than a sacred practice.