(The details of trading) made me realize three things:
1. **The prerequisite for profit is to first learn to afford losses.** Not every stop-loss is a failure; it's a way to protect yourself to keep moving forward.
2. **The market is neutral; it is I who assign it meaning.** When I feel 'it is targeting me,' it is actually my unwillingness to face my own impulses and fantasies.
3. **The system that suits me best is not someone else's template, but what I've gradually tested out.** Trading is not about complexity, but about fitting my own rhythm.
I haven't made a profit yet, but I finally know what I'm doing, why I'm persevering, and where I'm headed in the future.
I am writing this article not to prove some success, but to tell those friends who are still striving like me:
You are not alone.
Losses are not a shame, and failure is not the end. As long as you are willing to honestly face yourself, continue learning, reflecting, and correcting—you're already closer to that state of 'stable profit' than you were yesterday.
This path is destined to be difficult. But precisely because it's not easy, every step forward is so worth it.
Maybe one day, I will look back at this article and smile at the version of myself that hasn't made a profit yet and say, 'Thank you for not giving up.'
And the me who is writing this today is preparing for that day with authenticity and courage.