Whenever I make a lot of money, I want to have a late-night snack and drink a little wine.

Whenever I lose a lot of money, I also want to have a late-night snack and drink a little wine.

And whenever my stress increases, I still want to have a late-night snack and drink a little wine...

So, since I started losing money after 2021, I have never successfully lost weight...

People have always said I have unlimited margin.

But in this bull market, I'm really close to losing it all 🥹

In the bull market of the past two years since 2023, not only have I not made money, but I've also been worse off than at the end of the bear market in late 2022...

Garbage is just garbage, incompetence is incompetence, and being bad is just being bad; there's nothing more to say...

Sometimes I also think back to the 1000U happy beans that FTX gave me back in the day.

I lost as low as 245U, but then I used it to earn up to a maximum of 2.2 million U.

It multiplied by over 8000 times in a year, like a dream.

And it stands in stark contrast to my current incompetence!

This is my fifth year of full-time trading.

The experiences, the pressures, and the warmth and coldness are something I know in my heart.

The only thing to be thankful for is

Even though I haven't made much money, I have a gentle and understanding wife, and a lovely, mischievous daughter who sometimes drives me crazy.

That's already enough luck and happiness.

Tonight's drink is quite intoxicating; sometimes, shouldn't I really get thoroughly drunk? 🙃