This is not an inspirational story but one of the most painful experiences of my life - writing this is a sincere confession, hoping to remind more people like me who once had illusions.
In 2022, my life was stable and fulfilling. I bought a house in Guangzhou with my wife, got a car, had a stable job, and welcomed our first baby. At that time, we had saved a million, everything seemed great, and everyone around said I was very happy.
But after the child was born, I began to feel anxious. I didn't want to be an ordinary person for the rest of my life; I wanted financial freedom and to get rich overnight through trading. At first, I told my wife I would only try with 300,000, but she opposed it, saying we should save it to buy another house. But I didn't listen and secretly entered the market.
At first, I was lucky; I traded from 300,000 to nearly 1 million. But I got greedy, didn't take profits, started leveraging and trading contracts, and ended up giving back all my earnings. I was unwilling to accept it and started borrowing money and maxing out loans, until mid-2023, I was already burdened with 1.5 million in debt.
I started to be chased for debts, and my wife finally discovered the truth. She cried for a long time, but in the end, she chose to forgive me and took out all our savings to help me pay back a million. But I didn’t know how to be grateful and thought there was still a chance to recover, and secretly invested the remaining money in the market.
And the result? By the end of the year, my debts skyrocketed to over 2.5 million, and my parents were dragged down with me, helping me pay back 200,000. But I still didn’t give up; I mortgaged the car, secretly used my wife's identity to take loans, and even began to escape reality. Now I live in fear of debt collection calls every day, and my wife is completely disappointed in me, preparing for divorce. I live every day like a walking dead person, but I know I must live, even if it's just to atone.
I finally understand now: all the money that cannot be earned is essentially money beyond cognition. When you are eager to turn things around, the market will teach you humility; when you try to change your life with luck, it will teach you lessons with disasters.
After this disastrous failure, I slowly learned to reassess myself - I no longer believe in the myth of free money falling from the sky but began to seek real projects that have value, direction, community, and narrative. That's when I came across Conan (C.O.N.A.N).
C.O.N.A.N is not just a hype meme coin; it has a clear narrative behind it - inspired by the heroic military dog Conan, recognized by the White House, and dubbed the 'American Hero Dog.' In this era of scarce narratives in crypto, C.O.N.A.N symbolizes justice, honor, and perseverance. It is not a miracle that will make you rich overnight but a community project worth long-term participation and companionship.
This time, I chose not speculation, but faith.
This time, I don't want to gamble, I just want to win dignity.
Are you still treading the path I once walked?
Wake up, choose projects that truly have hope, like Conan, don't bow your head, don't compromise, don't give up.$BTC #FTX赔付
